so you and casey broke up. the past two days in art i’ve been on the brink of tears over you. rachel doesnt make it any easier. i worked pretty hard on a drawing when the i showed emily and rachel says “awh mary that’s not very good”. like what was i supposed to do..? i just erased the whole thing. yesterday em was telling us stuff about her and this guy she was having issuses with and it reminded it of me and you.. so it was awk cause then i really started relating it to you and me like how we hooked up and never talked again. i mean atleast emily’s guy texts her.. but with me and you no contact at all. then today em went to go show me and maddie a picture of her and autumn. then when she like went to pictures a picture of you popped up and i honestly almost died inside. i was really upset. i dunno i don’t think i can deal with rachel anymore she like just isn’t my favorite person anymore.. i really can’t stand her.. ugh like sorry im not the best artist alive im in 9th fucking grade it can’t be perfect like yours can. sorry. im just always sorry. im sorry i act like that in art making other people sad. im sorry that i still think about you. im sorry that im not perfect. im sorry i can’t be with you right now. im sorry you talk to all these other girls but not me..im sorry