so i spent the week at maddie’s and guess what you texted her. she was like who’s this i typed in the number and “chandler lackey” popped up.. cooooool i was actually stayed together i didnt really know what to think of it she said “are you getting jealous.?” i said no because i wasnt really sure what to think of it then she said “if meower (i dont want to share his name thats her story not mine) was texting you right now i would be pretty mad” but i said yeah but its not really like hes been talking to me lately so i guess i couldnt really be mad but i never really was mad i guess i was just …hurt, hurt of the whole situation i wonder how you and your girlfriend are doing..i hope good:/ just because im unhappy doesnt mean other people should be too.. i mean yeah im trying to be a better person. my phone just went off and i had a glimpse of wonder that maybe it was you..:/ but no it wasnt just facebooky im just trying to be happy right now. im just noticing how im the start of this i typed different and now i think i like gained trust in this tumblr using names now and typing correctly but im not going to use people’s names that dont need to be here like meow no need to start telling other people’s stories on here this is my story about you. i just feel like i need to talk to you again to like just have some closer i think im going to tell maddie about this tumblr… dont really know:/ well i guess im done for now

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