January 2012
2 posts
So I’m going to try to talk about other things. Well today I got my Monroe ring changed. So that’s a plus and then me and my mom went out for froyo and in math we got to pick our seats and im next to Maddie. But now Miley has to sit with us. I would much rather have Sam.
Holy damn. Everyday. Falling harder and harder. I can’t breathe anymore I just need you. For maybe at least one more day even if you just talked to me and said sorry. Said something I fucking need you. I honestly can not see myself ever getting over you. I just can’t. Oh well ill update you on James. WHERE DATING!! Hahahahhah jk he doesn’t talk to me and he ignores me. Nice...
November 2011
4 posts
I hate you
i keep telling myslef im going to message you but i never have enough guts and even when i get enough to click on you name it always goes to offline….
fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
so yestarday maddie texted me saying “ik you like james but he’s been texting me alot lately and calling me beautiful and that he wants to hang out and liking my pics on fb but i want you to know that i don’t like him like that” FUCK YOU , your scum like everyone else like she’s my bestfriend she just broke up with your bestfriend like wtf… what the fuck do you...
im on to better things
i’ve moved on. i like james. me and mariah are friends again. i smoke alot. i talk to james some times and don’t pussy out. i can finally stand up for myself. but yet my life still feels like it’s breaking. so last friday i saw you. you were at the football game. i wanted to cry. i couldn’t. and it made it so much worse that maddie wasnt there she was off with jake. i was...
October 2011
2 posts
im broken and breaking forever. i know your at our new school and i hate thinking that you probably dont ever think of me..but i know you dont your at your new school with all your new people.. just remember me for one second..please
hi.
so you and casey broke up. the past two days in art i’ve been on the brink of tears over you. rachel doesnt make it any easier. i worked pretty hard on a drawing when the i showed emily and rachel says “awh mary that’s not very good”. like what was i supposed to do..? i just erased the whole thing. yesterday em was telling us stuff about her and this guy she was having...
September 2011
3 posts
so i spent the week at maddie’s and guess what you texted her. she was like who’s this i typed in the number and “chandler lackey” popped up.. cooooool i was actually stayed together i didnt really know what to think of it she said “are you getting jealous.?” i said no because i wasnt really sure what to think of it then she said “if meower (i dont want to...
honestly
i cry everyday at least once not exactly about you but i get upset about something then i relize wow.. no one’s here to say it’s okay or to calm me down or anything you were the closest thing I’ve had to that.. i could tell you so much just because i wanted you to notice me but you didn’t.. you never did you told sarah you didn’t even like your girlfriend anf if you...
so
so i messaged you today but i mean i knew you werent going to answer because you were offline but still i mean i still like had hope yanno? chandler. wow i put your name out for anybody to see if anybody ever sees this hahahahahahahahha i miss you.
August 2011
9 posts
haha so you were actully online today and i wanted to talk to you but yanno i didnt.. im getting better i think i kinda stopped thinking about you at times but then you just bounce back into my by simplily just logging online and i just want you…ah now your name is stuck there with your little picture with…her so nasty slut but then again..maybe im a slut…i hooked up with you...
so im pretty scared right now and i wished we actully talked so you could help me but tomorrow i think autumn’s coming over and mariah doesnt know were friends.. i dunno if she’s like gunna make it her status or something… ugh well john was just talking to me i bet it doesnt make you jealous i bet you do even care do you? well i wouldnt be either because i dont like him and he...
my cats my friend
lol @ life
so lolololololololololol at you. at you and her. ha. funny. so kinda wished i would log on and maybe i would have a follower but who would guess my name yanno? i still want todd to talk to me. i still am telling myself im talking to you its kinda like you almost died or somethinq? but you didn’t obv. not …. maybe i just made this tumblr because im on my period and im emotional but who...
So
no clue what im qoinq to put for this but im just qoinq with the flow maybe im qoinq to try and qet away from the topic of you and maybe that will help? well its funny because everythinq i do somewho relates to you from people i have had thinqs with to even my first kiss… haha everybodys your friend i cant qet away from someone talkinq about you in anyway like come on really is there on...
lol
ha i like you so much i made a tumblr dedacated to just talking about you or i quess i like to think im talking to you.. but im not but im qoinq to pretend i am because it makes me feel better yanno? kinda like your listening to me so your at hampton till wensday.. i wanna go see you.. but its not like im qoinq to your prob hittinq on so many bids. while your qirlfriend is i love with you sittinq...
haha like only if you knew? i wonder like would you chanqe anythinq if anybody told you that you hurt me and prob all of us..? like thats all i want to know just text me saying i do care but i cant qo back in time and chanqe anythinq that i have done its over with we should just both move on i have.. now its your turn.. like i never meant to hurt yu but i quess i did and i didnt mean it i just...
lol @ your new girlfriend
you fucked me over bad.
so i knew that nothing was qoinq to happen but i mean come on no contact after? then you have sex with another qirl the day after i went over your house..? that’s pretty pathtic if only your new qirlfriend new… i feel bad for her.. and the poor qirl that you screwed over 10x worse than me.. like come on you completly used her.. yu call her sayinq how much yu like her…? then you...